My Misery

My misery starts within myself
considering I can no longer please any one
not even myself.
To find out what it is that keeps me here.
To learn of events of which I am not
aware.
 sometime somewhere I don't remember who
I don't remember what or when
I 've been scorned and harmed in an un godly way
 If only I could remember what this terrible event
had been I would surely be able to
remove my misery within...